I used to think that clubbing is fun and its a way of destressing myself after a long day, or rather, something for me to look forward to.

Like.. Oh man.. its monday.. monday blues...

Tues... Yes! i'm gonna club tml..

Wed... The day is finally there.. i can move and shake the stress away.

Thurs.. suffer from hangover.. start telling myself why drink when I know I'll feel terrible the next day..

Fri... oh no! i'm not gonna waste my friday like this.. i'm gonna club!!

Saturday.. nothing to do.. Head to the club again..

Sunday = resting day.


and the cycle goes on and on...


The last time i club was I think 2 weeks ago where I was hopping around St. James.

From boiler to dragonfly.. and back to boiler.

I didn't enjoy tat night as I would have in the past. Its definitely not because of the company. Why? cos I have sini with me, we have martell, we danced..

But somehow.. i didn't enjoy it..

i mean, i didn't feel like going there in the first place (nah.. i'm not lying). I went because my friends wanted to go and I dun wanna spoil their mood.

The 2nd last time i went to club was dblO with peitee, wx, ailing, albert. It was right after my grandfather's birthday dinner.

Tat night, neither did I dance nor drink (tat is, if u consider 2 sip of vodka redbull as drinking.. ok. i drank).

I juz wanna go home and head to bed.


not clubbing for 2 weeks till now makes me feel like its been a long time since I party like a mad animal.

but seriously, I didn't feel like steping my foot into any of the clubs right now.

I have no idea for the dead passion that i once had.

of cos, I dun rule out the possibility tat i'll probably be looking forward to another crazy night after sometime when this 'low key' period is over.

But for now, I jus wanna do simple things.

trying not to contradict myself, I have to clearly state tat drinking once in a while or during occasions are perfectly fine for me.

I'll be looking forward to peitee's bday party at st james..

=P