all the while, i wanted to try working in a pub cos i think its fun and its work w/o feeling tat i'm working!

i finally had a chance to gain this kinda of experience when last week i went to Jab1 and the boss offered a job for me there.

i was definitely tempted to work there as it seems like enjoying more than working. I agreed but after some serious consideration, i decided to give tat up cos i do not want it to eventually affect my studies, my energy in the day, my time with albert and friends.
i even asked myself why am i working so hard for money? am i blinded by materials? so i sms the boss and said i won't be working cos my dad doesn't allow me to work there, which is apparently true! So he asked me to work for 2 days this week at least to help him out. And so i agreed.

yesterday was my first day of work there. i always hate first day of work cos we will be like blur sotong dunno alot of things. and true enough, i was blur! lucky i got the hang of it and started making myself a lil more comfortable by talking to the customers. it wasn't really difficult for me to do tat as i was borned talkative and is good at smoking my way around and talking nonsense. Initially, i was abit paiseh about approaching tables and talking to them because i 'tot' i wasn't thick skin enough but i was wrong. talking to ppl is quite easy. haha..
time passed very quickly as i was numbed with ethanol in my body. the ppl i met were nice except for a group of customer which i felt was nuisance. afterall, i would say tat working in a pub is fun, BUT i do not like to work there often as it is really toxicating my body.

anyway, back to wat i've mention jus now. am i too blinded by money? why am i working so hard for it?
i thought of the question and have an answer for myself..

quote from chuan how: "money cannot buy happiness, but things tat make u happy need money to buy." its a realistic society nowadays. no money no talk.
we need money. and sad to say, money will take care of us. someone said tat i'm blinded by money. i say no. its good to be aggressive, but too much of it do harm. i do not think my aggressiveness is up to tat kinda of level he is talking about. I mean, come on, one can nv be satisfy with wat he/she has. for instance, if u earn 2000bucks per month, do u hope for 3000? and when u got 3000 do u aim for 5000? its always the case. so pls explain why am i 'blinded'? is there anyone who is always satisfying with wat he/she has.? example, one own a getz and did not upgrade to a bmw if he can comfortably afford? name me one. no one is going to satisfy with wat he/she has. its a competitive world.

always dare to aim high and dream high. if not, u will be stuck in where u are.