the picture on the left tells where i was last weekend. But i didn't step into the theme park at all! i was glued to the casino. i spent the whole day inside, and i spent all my ringit inside! haha! the 'table' area was so crowded tat i have to squeeze in to place my bet. luckily, i have bert to accompany me to try different games cos mom was at the jackpot area most of the time. i'm not a jackpot-person.
Seriously, time spent there was like lightning. If only working is like tat!

sick of losing, i walked around and saw cloud 9.






however, i was too busy with gambling tat i didn't tot of going there for a drink. Poor albert have to accompany me though he is not a gambling-person.

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school's starting next week. and i think its always good to have a review of wat i've done during this 3-month holiday. i flipped thru' my organizer and i tot this is quite a eventful holiday.

my holiday started early may right after my exam. I took my M5 and HI paper soon after. I took up new students for tuition in order to earn more. On the other hand, i gave up 1 whom is a problematic child. Of cos, not forgetting tat i went night safari for the 2nd time in my life with my NTU frenz.

As for June, went cruise for 1 night, celebrated ailing's bday, went melecca with family and bert,celebrated bert's bday, passed my M9 exam on the 5th attempt, and finally contracted as a FSC with AIA.

July. Started training and foundation prog. from AIA. Closed my first deal and my first client is none other than my dad. My family members nv fail to give me support! Went Desaru with my baby for 1 day. a relaxing and do-nothing-but-eat-and-sleep trip. Mid-july was my turn to go back as a SA for the FOC camp. I realised how time had fly cos it did not seem like a long time ago when i attended the camp as a freshie. And finally, a genting trip with Mom, 'small' aunt and albert.

as usual i'm suffering from insomia again.! i need sleeping pills!!!

i was browsing thru some of my frens blog i really feel like saying these to some of them cos i see already also cannot take it.
well, i dunno if she(this not so close fren of mine) will be reading this and she'll know tat the person i'm refering to is her. anyway, i'm jus going to voice out my opinion.

HE is not ur everything.
HE is not the only person u live ur life for
u said tat u won't let him control ur life anymore. wat u said are jus words, but are u going mean wat u said?
there are so many guys out there.. why live for this jerk?

i dunno wat he had done to u.. but why make it feel like u are dying? u should have jus show him life is even greater w/o him!

this emo ppl in the house. when u are sad.. simply count all ur blessings!! u'll feel better..

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i know i'm showing the alpha female side of me.. but isn't wat this suppose to be in this era?? but i have to admit.. afterall.. girls are jus girls.. we need to be showered with attention as well..

bullocks to jerks

i had a dream.

i dreamt tat bert has a fat gf!
and i'm his scandal.

so fun!

i pretended to befriend with his gf. and his gf is stupid enough to trust me.
so we went shopping with the fat girl and i ask her to try on a tube. saying that its going to look good on her.

but i fact is, i know it won't. her fats are going to be squeezed outta the tube.

haha..

the tot of it is so fun.

omg

good to be scandal.

haha

evil me....

i finally got back my K800i. after leaving it to rot for so many days, bert brought it for servicing and it revive. i'm going to change new hp soon when i've save up enough money.
i almost lost it today cos i left it on the sofa at the office in sch, and luckily bert saw it.

might be going genting this weekend.
life's been good.

i have lots of things in my mind to get...

gucci bag
new hp (havn't think of which model)
dior bag
LV wallet
new laptop
lots of clothes

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as mentioned.. we went desaru last weekend. the photo taken on the ferry



the view from the ferry.... where the sea meets the sky






it definitely has nothing surrounding the resort cos throughout the half an hour bus ride.. this is only wat i see..





the view from the room's balcony





and as for dinner.. we went to this super power seafood restaurant call jade garden. lobster for 2 person at only 60rm. both of us ordered 5 dishes and we finish up everything!!! we ate a total of about 150rm. relatively cheap. but the cab fare there is super ex. 110rm 2way to the restaurant. but the food beats it all...

sometimes i think human are really cheapo!! we are cheapskate fuckers who bang our own head against the wall.

u see, we know tat things are wrong, yet we still go ahead and do. we thought, 'consequences think later'.

and at the end of the day, u start asking urself, why did i do tat?

1 day before exam, we always wish we should have started studying earlier.

u know u are late, but u still wanna laze in bed for anohter 10 min.

we always ended up with , ' if only... '

don't we deserve it? when things do not get in our way, we say, 'why me?' tat is because, when we recieve little signal tat we are doing the wrong things but we choose to IGNORE. and in the end we still have the cheek to say' why me?'

dont we jus deserve it?

i'm back !!

for the decrease in frequency of posting is due to nothing much happening in my life, and i'm rather busy.

firstly..
eyes still infected. not fully recovered. still get reddness after wearing contact lenses for a long time.

secondly..
i just came back from a short holiday from desaru.. and i might be going genting next week. planning for a japan trip if i manage to excuse myself from my attachment company next year with my parents during may. and next yr taiwan trip with bert.

thirdly...
after failing my m9 for the dunno 4th or 5th times, i finally passed! and i've completed my foundation prog as well. so i hereby am a financial service consultant with AIA. anyone interested in investment or insurance let me know..

nothing much to blog about.
will update desaru pics soon.

another member added to my collection

S for suzuki

S for swift

S for stitch