busy busy busy life....

i hope i can quickly get over and done with this period of sucky time.. study.. study.. and study..

problem is.. can't get myself to concentrate..

now..

i feel the sense of urgency now...

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i always fear 3 types of guys..

1st.. MCP

2nd.. Violent guys

3rd.. A guy who is not truthful enough to me

these 3 are definitely no no no..

sometimes i look into relationships around me..

and i started asking myself..

am i plain lucky?

or are they unlucky?

sometimes i even asked myself..

am i asking too much from a relationship??

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and i got the ans..

What I am asking is NORMAL for girl..

and the ans to other question is..

i am lucky..

to find someone who...

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..constantly assure me with his feelings

..take care of me when i'm drunk.. w/o even feeling angry

..hug me so tightly that i wan this hug forever

..hold my hand tightly and tell me he'll nv let go

..wanna walk the rest of the path with me hand in hand

..talk to me w/o fail at night to make sure he accompany me till i fall asleep

..send me home w/o fail though he stay so far

..tries to compromise me with everything

..kiss me goodbye w/o fail

..say I love you when we part

..start missing me since the moment we part