After our shower in the toilet...


Finally.. he agreeed to take pic with me.
and smile!
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went vivo city again for dinner after tanning..
and i had a fruitful trip!
firstly i bought a pair of slippers to replace my wear-till-worn birkenstock..
den justin bought me a nice piece of dress..
den.. the pet shop for hugo's toys..
den to the book shop (i spent 1 hr there)
was trying to look for self-help books..
and i found one by andrew matthews
follow ur heart
i found some from edward de _______ (i forget the last name) hwhaha..
he has good self help books as well..
well..
i jus felt tat its time for me to do some reading up and reflections..
anyway..
i bought dave pelzer's
its a combination of his 3 famous books
the child call it
the lost boy
a man named dave
i know its been out for quite some time..
and since i wanted to read it all along..
i bought it..
and i will spend my holiday wisely..
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sometime i jus think tat i'm useless..
i can't protect myself..
i can't defend myself
i can't fight for myself..
how can i be independent?
ironically...
i always tell myself not to be a xiao nu ren
and i just realised i really can't fight for myself where i jolly well know that i'm damn right..
its obvious..
or maybe i should turn bad..
so i won't get bullied by ppl
only i bully ppl..
i will fight like there's no tml
i will live like there's no tml..
bitches and bastards pls get outta my way..!!!
cos u jolly well know that i'm in the darn right of way..
and u can simply fuck off or lick my shoes...
useless me...
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ps: i think its time for me to retire from clubs..