yesterday was the 2nd wedding i've attended this month..

and since yesterday..

i had mixed feelings about marriage..

all girls , or should i say most girls are dying for the day where they wear bridal gown, walking down the arisle with their beloved. Indeed. a beautiful scene.
I used to think this way..

Used to

I suddenly feel that marriage is a scary thing.
You see. It really involves commitment of two. without 1. It fails.

There are so so many marriages which had failed.

So wat makes u think the one u are walking into is a different one?

I know. We must be optimistic.

Who on hell get married and think of divorcing?

but.. wat i'm trying to say is..

Commitment seems to be a big word.

Its perfectly alright for couples dating..

But when it comes to marriage. Failure to commit leads to alot of problems.

Family, KIDS, $$$, assests.., liability.

hm..

its kinda scary..

further more..

wedding involves crying

and i hate ppl to see me cry..

why crying?

u see.. the bride got married. mom cried. (either can't bear the daughter or feel happy for her)
bride see mom cry. she cry too.

next it comes the thankyou speech.

thank you mom and dad for bring me up.. blahblah blah.. i love u..

sure to cry scene.

oh man.. imagine the mascara that runs down ur cheeks

yucks..

HOWEVER.....

its a lifetime promise that u get to receive from your man.

isn't tat sweet??

oh man..

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contradicting isn't it?

PS: i'm dying soon.. the only thing tat i get involve we these days..

• food
• water
• toilet
• cig
• lappy
• notes
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I NEED SALVATION!!!

how long can i last??