as i was doing some of my readings just now..

someone spoke to me..

guess who?

someone whom i havn't been speaking to for a long time..

someone who was all along waiting for me to talk to.

it was God..

he wanted me to
take out my bible
and flip to 2 Corinthians
and to read this...


2 Corinthians 13:4-7

Love is patient,
Love is kind.
It does not envy,
It does not boast,
It is not proud.
It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
But rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
Always trusts,
Always hopes,
Always perseveres.

i know he is trying to convey a msg to me..

Just as i heard him speaking..
I know i should have replied..
but i didn't
cos i'm too ashame to face him..
i suddenly feel like going to church..
to listen to his speeches and worship him..


i've long forgotten him..
i wanted to speak to him again..
but how should i start?


i realised..
God has nv given me up..

I'm sorry Father...